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History

The only thing separating you

From me

Is the way I swung from the willow tree

Not yet tall or strong enough to hold

The weight of childhood wishes, desires

The desperate hope to be free of my body

But now all I want…

Is freedom from my mind

Holding me down and telling me things

Abusing the muscle of memory

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The Crave

I said I am like the workers of the light

Falling through books about what’s right

And the disbelief slipped from his lips

And we smiled and bonded at the hips

Quite bluntly shedding our old ways

Steadily discovering what we truly crave

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The most beautiful/painful love.

I have been in love for almost eleven years

The most beautiful love I have and will ever feel

And since we are taught to act according to logic

I have tried again and again to shut this feeling out

It’s nothing like the average heart could compare to

In fact, I sometimes wish I couldn’t experience it

Instead, feeling satisfied with a normal man seems better

But my heart and my head fight so fucking much

It’s like I can’t make up my mind

So I pull and push him away over and over

I can’t imagine how painful it is for him

Probably as painful as it is for me to never hear from him

Our dynamic has been poisoned by the earth

Until we learn how to create a remedy

Just for us.

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